Fuck. We rave about what is useless in our lives. Guess whats the most useless? Cancer. I hate Cancer. As a Christian, you are not supposed to hate. But how can I help hating something that has taken so many people out of my life, and the lives of the people I love.
It's really hard to question God's motives when people are hurting. I know He has this great plan and everything, but it seems as soon as something really difficult comes about, I lose my footing on faith, and I become bitter towards my so-called Loving God. And that feels scary.
If you can, please go here, it's the Breast Cancer Society of Canada. See if there is a way you can help. Also, here for the Cancer Society of Canada.
Sometimes I just don't have an answer, I just don't have anything to say. I hate to think of my best friend in the whole world in so much pain. It isn't fair. That's when I question the motives of the Lord.
(I love you emma jane susan aspen.)
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